I used to hate myself a lot when I was a teenager and in my 20's as well.
Later on in life I begin to actually like myself and am glad now that my parents gave birth to me and although I hated when my parents used to tell me they love me.
They really meant it and I used to tell my parents I wish I was never born and I know it hurt them inside but now I tell my mom that I was wrong at the time and that I'm really thankful for being born and being born to such great parents.
I used to be more depressed a lot as a teenager and before I got into my 30's.
Now though I have wonderful kids and a sweet 2 year old boy that makes living even much better.
I have a great job and good income now as well.
Things can get better in time so if you're hating yourself now and feeling depressed just keep going strong and eventually things can change for the better.