I too get to feeling this way as well about life and work and just trying to live.
I work 8 hours per day 5 days per week and can barely afford to eat and pay all my bills.
I'm not suicidal at all but I do think that it would have been better if I had not been born in the first place.
I actually do look forward to my death when it comes.
I won't take my own life but I'm ready to leave this horrible world when the time comes.
The world is getting worse and worse and it does look like I may be losing my Job soon due to this Covid-19 thing as my place of work is gonna be shutting down for awhile.
Then there's no guarantee that they will open back up.
I'll look for work and hope I can find another job but finding a Job is so hard now.
To me my life is also worthless and I believe all human life is worthless even though I don't hate a lot of people.
I just see no point in humans and even animals such as dogs, cats etc existing.