Keeping myself alive is just so much work for so little reward?

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asked Nov 21, 2020 in Mental Health by 2sexy77fyyr (880 points)
Keeping myself alive is just so much work for so little reward?

Anyone else feel this way about life?

I mean I find it so hard to just live because I have to go to work which I hate just so I can have a roof over my head and food in my stomach to live.

The food is so expensive that I have to work hours on end just so I can afford to buy food to make it through to another day?

Life really to me is not worth living.

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answered Nov 21, 2020 by Varticusfarticus (3,530 points)
I too get to feeling this way as well about life and work and just trying to live.

I work 8 hours per day 5 days per week and can barely afford to eat and pay all my bills.

I'm not suicidal at all but I do think that it would have been better if I had not been born in the first place.

I actually do look forward to my death when it comes.

I won't take my own life but I'm ready to leave this horrible world when the time comes.

The world is getting worse and worse and it does look like I may be losing my Job soon due to this Covid-19 thing as my place of work is gonna be shutting down for awhile.

Then there's no guarantee that they will open back up.

I'll look for work and hope I can find another job but finding a Job is so hard now.

To me my life is also worthless and I believe all human life is worthless even though I don't hate a lot of people.

I just see no point in humans and even animals such as dogs, cats etc existing.

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