I'm not afraid of actually dying but what I am afraid of about dying is how I will die.
For example I'm afraid of how the dying will happen such as would I be dying of a painful illness or painful injury that will make the death drag out a long time while I'm in pain?
I don't want that to happen and when I die I hope it's a quick and painless death.
Another example would be if I got into a car crash and died slowly and not quickly and I suffered in pain.
We all are gonna die regardless of the method of death but I'm just afraid of how the death for me is gonna happen.
I'm not actually afraid of dying and I don't believe in god or the afterlife.
To me death would likely just be like going to sleep but not waking up anymore.