Yes. It does. To be honest with you and everyone else. I want to make sure I don't make it to heaven if it does exist.
No I don't mean I'm a bad person or gonna be doing any bad things. I do a lot of good things.
But what I mean is, if I get to those pearly gates I'm gonna request to be sent to burn in hell where I'll hopefully not exist anymore.
When I take my forever sleep, I hope it is indeed forever and I don't wake up at some pearly gate. I want it to be like I never existed.
I could not live forever in heaven where everything is supposed to be pretty and all. There's nothing there that I would enjoy other than my parents and siblings and my Grandma And Grandpas.
But other than that I'd want to die again too if I had to exist up there for millions of years.