I hope you're able to one day find that perfect mommy to take care of you.
I don't want to be treated like a baby girl however I too wish to find a mommy to treat me as a baby boy one day and live with her for the rest of my life.
I've been on Fetlife looking for a mommy and hopefully eventually a spouse that can take care of me as a baby at least part time.
Just be sure to get to know the person well enough before meeting up with them and living with them for the rest of your life.
You might also be able to find an Adult Baby caretaker/mommy by signing up for the website https://abdlmatch.com/
or going to AB/DL meetups and gatherings.