Your not the only one who feels Awkward receiving Christmas Presents.
I'm also one that is always feeling awkward when I would get Christmas presents or any other presents.
I stopped with getting and giving Christmas presents when I moved out of my parents house at 18.
Even now with my kids we don't do Christmas presents.
Christmas is not about the presents anyway and it's very awkward and I never introduced the idea of Christmas presents to my kids.
A lot of people feel awkward about opening and getting presents.
Even for birthday presents we don't wrap them up or make a big deal about it.
Instead I just give the presents or items to the kids for their birthdays.
If you don't want to open presents or give or receive presents you don't have too.