I'm 18 and all my life I've had social anxiety and am very shy around others.
It's so bad that I look out my windows to make sure no neighbors are outside before I go outside my house.
Whenever I need to call someone or take a call my heart starts racing as soon as I pickup the phone or the phone rings.
I get very uncomfortable around people. My mom says even when I was a baby I didn't like others holding or getting near me.
I hate that I have this social anxiety and shyness and want to cure it.
I can't even muster up the courage to apply for jobs as I'd be uncomfortable in the job interview.
And I really need a job because my parents won't be around to support me forever.