I'm 30 years old now and I have this fear of getting older and older and fear winding up in a nursing home eventually?
I mean I know 30 is not old but I'm just 20 years away from living for half a century and that scares me.
I also have a fear of death and knowing that I'm inching closer and closer scares me even more.
I'm scared of death I'm unsure on what it will be like to die and fear maybe having a painful death or winding up with Alzheimer's disease and going insane in my old age.
I don't believe in god or an afterlife so I don't look forward to that.