I love diapers too. I can't explain why either. They just feel so good to wear. The thicker the diaper the better.
As you can tell I love Pampers from my username. But for Adult baby diapers I love ABU Little Pawz diapers.
Wet diapers feel even better like you said.
I love lounging around the house in just a T shirt and diaper especially a wet one.
The wetter the better.
You're certainly not alone in liking and loving to wear diapers. There's thousands out there like us.