I find life to be so boring and pointless?
Life is the same thing over and over and the repetition of life makes life even more miserable.
what is the purpose of this? every day is filled with autonomy and complacency of the fact that there is no meaning of being here. our purpose it to be a worthless hive worker.
living every day to work. what could bring purpose to my life?
I could go out and be a successful businessman, an aspiring artist with millions of fans, a great inventor, or even a professor. but will any of these things change my outlook on life? absolutely not.
Anything and everything i do would be for what reason? making my life more comfortable? other than a career there are things that are supposed to make this life more manageable.
Having money in the bank. cool. beautiful wife. nice. ikea furniture that totally screams “me”. perfect. but can any of this actually make it easier to wake up in the morning?
At the end of the day i’m still another hive worker contributing to a society i don’t even care about. there’s nothing in this world that can make life meaningful.
So what’s really the difference between being alive and being dead?