I'm somewhat excited but not as excited for Christmas as I used to be.
I will be going to my parents house tomorrow but we don't do as much as we used to do.
No gifts are gonna be exchanged this year and probably not ever again but it's nice though to be around my parents and that's gifts enough.
Although I used to be into Christmas and really excited and used to be a believer of God and Jesus my views as I got older have changed.
While my parents are still Christians and still believe in God and Jesus they know that I no longer believe in Jesus and I stopped going to church.
They accept that I am no longer a Christian and so we don't really celebrate Christmas at least while I'm not at there house.
They no longer put a Christmas Tree up anymore and we don't do any presents or cook a huge meal.
Just like with Thanksgiving I mainly go there to be with my parents.
Even though I'm no longer Christian or celebrate Jesus, God etc I still try to be with my family on the holidays even when they are Christian Holidays.
Also as I've gotten older and older Christmas and the Holidays just don't seem as exciting to me.
Maybe it's also the fact that my dad's birthday is the next day after Christmas and he's gonna be 74 and I'm not looking forward to losing him eventually.
That's another reason I try to be with them even on holidays I don't really celebrate myself.
Also I'm gonna be so lost without my parents when they are gone.
They were really loving parents to me as a kid and I really do love them.
I do miss the excitement I used to get on Christmas as a kid but sadly the real excitement is gone.